The other day I was just sitting and thinking about life, and I discovered how it takes so long to gain a friendship, but it can be so easily lost. I thought about so many friends it took me so long to trust and become close with and it seems like each of them I suddenly lost so quickly. One in particular though. I was just looking through old pictures and seeing all those amazing memories makes me miss that friendship so much. I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reasons, and that you loose people to find better people, but that person really was an amazing person/friend that taught me so much I now know about life. They made me such a strong person and a big reason I am so independent today. But then in many ways they have treated me badly when I gave them more then one chance, but I guess in every friendships there are problems. I just wish in some way I could find the courage in my heart to try and gain it back, but I feel like even when I do, it will just be one of those things that never goes back. Times change and people change, we all grow up and more on and I guess that just happened with me and this person. And I really do hate having to say that I have lost this person.
Its crazy how when you used to see these people you were welcomed by big hugs and smiles and now it seems like you && that person do everything to avoid running into each other. It just makes me think who my true friends really are.
But then there are friendships that last life times and never get old or break. I have two friends that i strongly believe I will stay friends with my whole life. Because no matter how often we talk, we just always pick up where we left off. and I love that.
Always stay true to yourself and always do what you believe is the right thing, and you will go far in life.
Peace && Love,
Alyssa
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